A month ago I believed that 2012 would be a great year; I would start school and start my journey of being a photographer. One week into this year and it is excruciatingly hard. I have no money. I have 24 dollars in my account for another 3 weeks until I get paid. I can't pay the utility bills so I made a deal with my roommates that I do our chores for the month of January so they can pay. It's cold. I miss home. My dad co-signed for my loan but he didn't make the requirements so I have to find another co-signer ASAP or else I can't go to school.
I know that God has something planned for me and it may not be SVA for now, but God what is it then? I guess I can take some beginner classes at a community college and try again for the fall, but it's so frustrating. I thought my life would be in order but its been so difficult moving here. I am so thankful that God is taking care of my basic needs though; I just wonder what his plan is for all this.
at least I still haven't lost my passion:
